Tuesday, August 16, 2011

A new start to the same old day

I sound like a broken record. I keep on promising that I'll do better, that I'll keep on track; but life and depression keeps getting in the way. I live a very chaotic life, very little sense of order or balance.
So I'm out from under my 'rents' roof, but not too far from their shadows. I've decided to try to go back to school, looking for a job is proving more difficult than anticipated in a town were the average summer temp. is in the 90's until well after sunset, there's no large community areas for at least 45 minutes by car, or 2 hours by public transit. Since I don't know anyone in the town I live in or the satellite areas getting a local job is going to prove to be equally difficult during the summer, until I can get out and get to know each of the owners.
I can't help but ask myself what I want to do with my life? I love art and sketching but I also love to write fiction and fantasy

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